Losing her

This is something i never would have guessed, that she will be walking out of my life. while all this time i have been spending with her was the best, i never would have thought she will leave. why she don't want to stick around with me anymore.

i wish she could come back to me now, i just cant get her off my mind. she know i really ever love her better, what will i do now that am losing her. i was told that when you love somebody, be ready to take the intensity of emotions. be jealous, anxious. love with all your might, take the pain and everything that comes with it but make sure the person is worth it.

i don't want to live all alone and i want her to know that i love her, i want her just the way we used to be, i really still love her. i have a strong feelings for her till now and has not changed. but does she actually need me in her life? does she still love me? should i keep waiting for her? what should i do now because i have no clue.